Eight years ago, I was slowly beginning to realize that my wish for a family and children would not come true anymore.

Sitting on a porch with my book and an ocean view.

I find myself in my sweet spot.

I want to tell you about my aunt Ellen. She never had a child, never planned to.

The context: Beach off the coast of north-east England, where I swim in the sea regularly. A jolly little group: mostly older women, and some particular men.