Prickles in my heart

You hurt me for so many years. Your torments, your unkind words, your continuous doubts. You forced me to live in the shadows.

Perhaps

Perhaps it is the one,

The one who said,

"It's not fair,

For a long time, I could only see what ‘The Person Who Hurt Me Most’ took from me..

You probably don’t remember me, do you? I’m the IVF “poor responder”. Remember you told me you “never know what to do with people like me”?

She said ‘people say they weren’t sure if they wanted children, but I don’t believe them.’