On the 20th of March 2013 my beautiful baby daughter’s heart stopped beating, in my tummy, on her due date and without me knowing it, this heralded the beginning of my life as a childless not by choice woman.
Read moreEpisode 3
I started writing in the World Childless Week of 2020. First, about how I found out by my infertility at the same time that my sister announced her pregnancy.
Read moreChildless through Chronic Illness
About eight years ago, aged 25, I came to the realisation that I would never be a parent.
Read moreA “Royal” Healing
Being informed in 2003, that I would not be able to bear children hit me like a ton of bricks.
Read moreSupperate
The half-mast flag stood proud though inconvenient.
Barely noticed through stuffed open mouths and wasted food.
Read moreIs being a Childless Step Mum Joy or Insanity?
It can go either way to be honest. And that tipping point, in my humble opinion, is 100% in the hands of the kid’s biological mum and dad.
Read moreChildless. Not By Choice.
I always wanted to be a mother. I have memories from childhood of mothering my dolls. When I started school I began to play "house" with my other little girl friends.
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