Jet Peter

8 Ivf treatments 

3 natural pregnancies 

Made a total of 9 pregnancies & 9 miscarriages 

The fight, the struggle, the uncertainty, the waiting, the hormones, the happiness, the joy of hope, the imagination, the dream, the reality.

The love you gave to each of them, talking to your belly saying it will all be fine, the world will be a wonderful place. Your dad and I will guide you, to become this amazing human being, don’t give up, stay with us, don’t worry we will be with you in every step of your journey, hold on, we will be there don’t worry we will love you unconditionally, we promise you if you are born we will take good care of you and give you the foundation you need. Life is amazing please share it with us. We are so curious of how beautiful you already are. We love you.

Than the loss, the grief, the confusion, the guilt, the not understanding, the why me, why us, the meaningless, the hormones and more hormones, the tears, the pain, the anger, the hole forever in your heart the forever emptiness.

The unexplainable feeling of child loss and childlessness